I'll never forget
The Flowers You Gave Me
or anything else for that matter
DORITA
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there's not much i wanna say.
just a lot that i wanna do.
if i ever get the chance
Monday, January 26, 2009
i'm getting upset on purpose
at least it feels like i am
what's wrong with me?
it's like i convinced myself this reaction is only expected and proper and hence i have to feel this way.
i'm even more upset with myself than anything else.
does it go back to when i found that i didn have the reaction i expected when you broke the news to me?
i highly doubt so but i cant think of anything else and it bothers me greatly
i wanna know why. i needa know why
am i stronger than i think i am? can i not accept the possiblity that i'm capable enough?
is there a part of me that begs to feel this way for fear that i'll be completely indifferent one day and all this that means so much now would mean absolutely nothing in the future?
i dont have a clue what's going on inside of me.
'cept that it's killing me
12:19 AM